Posted: Mon Aug 31, 2009 11:46 am Happy 19th birthday Jessy.

I have cried my eyes out on this day which is my daughter Jessy's birthday. She would have turned 19 years old. That makes me a mother of a 19 year old and I hope that carries with itself dignity and respect. Just hoping.

I have three songs dedicated to her...

Jessy, this is for you. This song consoled me after your departure in 1997. You are my world, my heart, my soul. When you left, you took away everything good in my life. I am just picking up the pieces Dearie. But how are you? I was lost when I lost you. I'll have to come see you in a few decades.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFnD3uwKHag

Jessy, this is what I wanted to sing to you when you asked for me. But I had never heard this song at the time. I am sorry Baby I was so confused. I did not know if I was going or coming. It was tough for you because I had shared with you that I ...was sick and that I was going to die. When you died before me kido, I woke right up never to be caught unawares again. This song reminds me of you and me and the unspoken words. Enjoy Baby...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldZFGrBOCyM

This is for you Jessy. Thanks for being such a motivator and for helping me evolve. I owe it all to you and your God who is my God. Baby, I am crying soo hard my belly shakes...we're still together, still going strong...you are still the one I kiss good night...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XENujsU3Wg

Happy birthday Jessy...CYA, Mum with lotsa love.


That's right Donna. I hope to be learning even in my grave and beyond. Always open to new ideas. That is what has kept me going...



Taking heart,
...
Very Happy
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