Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Sun Nov 01, 2009 9:15 am Re: Yeah

You know why I might have taken my pills without food, one, lack of appetite, two, no $$ to buy snacks. For the many years I was on hardship allowance, I never received nutritional supplement grant because I was not from here. Did you get that? Yeah. So I could not afford yogurt and banana. That is what my body wants with those pills otherwise I don't want to eat anything in the morning. Especially because after the Hydrogen peroxide, I have to wait an hour before I can eat. You know how it goes.

The other reason is that for the 11 years I been on medication, I did not always have a plan. Smoke my joint at this time, eat at this time, you know, take my meds with this snack. There was wasn't enough cash to make it happen even with the extra jobs scrubbing...janitor.

For that, on this Halloween, I want to say a special thanks to Gayle and Ted! yeah. And Mother Earth says helloWhat's up? Yeah, Thanks for helping me improve me. I am touched. Goes around comes around...Donna (Happy Halloween), taught me that. Mwahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Happy Halloween
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Good to hear that u are slowly finding ways to deal with taking meds me personally have always taking my meds on a empty tummy don't know why just have i have not been a big eater for one reason or another like having to raise 3 kids and not having enough food so i had to eat less so they could eat more etc and to this day the habit of doing that is just natural after u do it so long altho i don't take the same meds as u i do take some heavy duty meds i take 400 mg of morphine a day and i swear if most cops knew that they would charge me for impaired without understanding that i have been on these meds for 14 years now so when i take that amount its like taking a Tylenol to anyone else alot of people have asked me how i function after taking such large amounts of meds its only due to their misunderstanding of the situation at hand i try to educate them when i can besides them pills i take about 16 more and 3 of them are puffers for asthma also got meds for seizures and depression altho im doing better in that area im going to try to cut that pill out soon so yea i do to suffer form depression maybe that's why ii can connect to u so well and feel like we have some common interest

Also i was to be married on Halloween day but due to money issues we had to put it off for yet a second time till next Oct 31 2010 hopefully it wont be put off a third time i was hoping to show show up at the court house a newly wed but it didn't happen this year so pray it does next gives us a year to start yet again to get it in the works its hard when u got a fixed income and no job to help as well but what can u do so in closing i say glad to see all is good with u and hope to see u soon maybe next time i catch u at work or if u wish to go for a Sunday drive some day and come my way let me know we meet up at my place im no longer sick with swine flu god that was awful sick

peace

Richard

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  1. Minneh, How I wish I could taken you in my arms during times like that and cared for you...it makes me both sad and angry. I am so glad that you are able to do things that are much more healthy for you now, you have no idea how glad. It will never happen again. Let Donna go honey...it will eat you alive. I love you Smile Michelle

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  2. Let Donna go honey...it will eat you alive. for sure let it go she anit worth the time of such a caring and loving and open person that u are she wasn't worthy of the care and friendship of any of us she showed what her true colors where now its in the past let it stay there lets think of the future how about think of me as the person who replaces her as a friend and isn't no where close to the bitch she was and the evil mean person she was a shallow self serving person lets forget about her and think of the great things in this world and the great friends we have now sound good?

    PS had to use your words Michelle hope u don't mind. -Tokes

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