Anyway, after all those days, we have a clean, food safe and hygienic stove. I feel good about it. It is just a matter of getting it done.
I am very glad that I cleaned my stove whereas if I had not cleaned it, nobody would know but me. "To thy own self be true..." that is what I am about.
I will bury the very dirty stove into the past and show the cleaner and clean stove.
Soo glad that is done.
As most of you know by now, I am on Bic Buddies, weed, water, food, some juice, 7 pharmaceutical pills - three kinds, minimal alcohol per weekend and vitamin D. I sleep and I exercise. Oh and I do HP.
Something is happening to the body and mind because I am more confident more than usual. Somebody asked me if I was aggressive but I am not. Just more brave and bold. Healthier all the way. Mind, body, soul and emotions.
Other people, might not like it but I am moving forward.
I really could not have done this a lone and so I say thanks again to all who have shown interest in my life. I am grateful for when people knew what was right for me when I didn't know what was what. Really, Ted and Gayle you've watched me hit rock bottom and you've kept me in your company and now we are in it together. Very touching.
Menses early by a week but I really don't care. I am sure my body will balance itself out.
I am soo excited about my test results that I called the clinic to see if I can get my results but I have to wait up until the appointment, 12th of August. Mad
Until then, breath in, breath out is the order of life. If I stop, I will be one dead girl...then what?
Cheers!
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